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Together we paddled a strong, steady pace towards deeper water. As we paddled I let Jesus' questions consume my thoughts. Do I mean everything I say when I pray? The answer to that should obviously be "yes", but if I am really being honest, I don't really know the answer to that question. Embarrassingly, I really don't put as much thought into my prayers as I should. I know praying is important, but unless I'm going through some kind of crisis, I guess I just say them in order to check them of my "To Do List" each day. I began to really think about the "Our Father". "Our Father who art in heaven hallowed be thy name". Well I know for sure I meant that line. I make a point of never using God's name in vain. I take that very seriously. "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in Heaven." Honestly, I have no idea what God's Will is for me. How can I do His Will if I don't even know what it is?
Just then a strong breeze blew across the lake. I followed Jesus' lead and I stopped paddling. The breeze felt so refreshing on my sun soaked face. I saw Jesus tilt his head up, close his eyes, and smile. I did the same. As the breeze blew through me, I felt an overwhelming sense of peace. I took a few slow, deep breaths and allowed my body and mind to completely relax. I heard the softest of sounds around me as the boat gently drifted forward. It was if I could feel the beauty of life all around me. If it were possible I would have stayed in that moment for the rest of my days.
I had no idea how much time had passed when I heard His Voice gently touch my thoughts. "That was the best praying you have done in a long time."
His words surprised me. I opened my eyes and asked Jesus, "What do you mean? I never said a word."
"Just placing yourself in My Presence is a beautiful prayer. You heard My voice this time."
My smile grew wide as I exclaimed, "You're right I did!"
"Ready to do some fishing?"
(to be continued)
