I recently had a minor accident and cut my head as I fell to the ground. After visiting the emergency room, I was quickly stitched up and sent home to recover. My granddaughter came over a few days after the incident. She looked at my head, scrunched up her face, and said, "Oh, look at your cut!"
"I'm sorry, honey, does it bother you?" I asked.
She looked at it more closely for another minute and said, "No. You're healing, and you're getting better." I smiled at what I thought was a very mature answer from a four-year-old.
Since then, my stitches have been removed, and over time, my scar will become barely noticeable. This made me think about how quickly scars on our skin can heal compared to those on our hearts. I know I'm not alone. Most of our hearts have been scarred in one way or another. Sometimes they are caused by others, sometimes by our own mistakes, and sometimes by a chain of events completely out of our control. There is no special cream or medicine to take away the pain of these scars. They are only softened and healed through prayer.
I am so grateful that God understands my pain. He sits close to me, His arms wrapped around me, allowing me to cry, whine, or scream with anger. After I am exhausted from my pain, I lift my eyes to His face and beg for help. As I place all my trust in Him, I feel His peace and love flow through me.
Recently, I was wondering, "Lord, do all my scars bother you?"
I felt Him pull me closer and whisper, "No, my child. I love you. You are healing, and you're getting better."
-Susan
