Encountering The Cross- Mary's Cross

 

  Mary stood at the foot of the cross.  She had no idea how she was standing because she couldn't feel her legs. The pain in her heart was so intense she could not feel anything else.  It was agonizing to be there, but this was where she needed to be. She wanted her love to cut through the mocking, the laughter, and the cruelty. Her love for her son was greater at that moment than ever before.

  Mary watched Jesus struggle to breathe.  She closely watched his chest rise with each breath.  She wanted him to keep breathing, but she knew each breath only prolonged his pain. The thought of him not breathing was unimaginable, but so was this entire scene.

 His breaths became further apart. Then Mary heard Jesus cry, "Father, into your hands I commend my spirit."  His head dropped to his chest, and His chest was still. Mary could feel in her heart that Jesus had left this world. Mary's heart burned with pain.  It was getting harder for her to breathe. The ground beneath her feet began to shake. Her eyes could not focus through her tears. "My son, my beautiful son," were the only words she could speak.

  The pain was so intense that her legs could no longer support her. She felt a strong pair of arms wrap around her to keep her from falling to the ground. As those around her supported her, Mary remembered Jesus' promise, "Mother, on the third day, I will rise." This promise gave Mary the strength to endure this unbearable suffering because Mary knew she could trust God's Plan.

-Susan